First cycle advice and guidance required

Hi I am looking for some opinions and advice as I am thinking about embarking on my first cycle. As suggested on the site I am looking at the oral beginners cycle of anavar and proviron. I am 44 years old and weigh 115kg 6ft. I've used a lot of different supplements over many years of training. I train hard and grow quickly but struggle to shape. Carrying to much excess fat at the moment and have a committed mindset in terms of my training as from Next week. I have always been cautious and afraid of steroids as I am wary of the side effects. Especially anger issues- is this something I could well encounter? I have done cycles of pro-hormones Nor and Andro when I was in my late twenties which helped a lot with strength and size but did make me feel very tired. I just want to know if you guys think my training and physique would benefit from a cycle like this at my age. Also what would the cost of a full course be, also considering the post cycle therapy. Thanks for any feedback.

We don't discuss prices on the forum, it's against the rules.

My one friend is in his 40's and he benefited greatly from
a anavar cycle. It would be advised to use test with anavar
and perhaps something better than proviron for the estrogen of the
test - like arimadex or Femara. He used sustanon 250 with anavar and
Arimadex with a Nolvadex/Arimadex post cycle therapy. Not sure what dosages he
used but he bulked as well as shredded.

Carrying to much excess fat at the moment and have a committed mindset in terms of my training as from Next week.

The BEST way to get rid of excess fat starts with a proper nutrient dense diet and cardiovascular exercise. If this is not yet in place, steroids will be a WASTE of time, health and money.

I have always been cautious and afraid of steroids as I am wary of the side effects. Especially anger issues- is this something I could well encounter?

I would recommend you read up of "Steroid Cycle Basics" on this forum as well as the "Side Effects" section. Very informative.

I have done cycles of pro-hormones Nor and Andro when I was in my late twenties which helped a lot with strength and size but did make me feel very tired. I just want to know if you guys think my training and physique would benefit from a cycle like this at my age.

Again, diet and cardiovascular to get the BF to desired range. If you want something that will contribute positively to your healthy lifestyle, consider HGH, I know I would, again.